Where do we go from here?

We don't know.

And we don't want to know.

Either it is adolescence or mid life crisis,

either too late or too early.

The future is scary,

the past fuzzy.

It is that time in our lives again.

Where we need a rewind/fast forward button.

Waiting is no healing.

The eternal quest for happiness,

is the road to nihilism.
I want to have little
so that I am not disappointed.
But I want everything
so that
I am shattered to pieces.